By the time most people come to me for healing, things have been going badly for a while. Whether they were suffering from a chronic illness, ascension issues, or self–sabotaging fears, they’ve become sick of struggling. Their desire for change has become greater than their resistance. I know that sometimes, my greatest impetuses to change come when I get sick of my old ways or grow tired of hearing myself talk about certain things.
For lots of people, the point of healing is to feel good again. They are seeking an end to an ongoing crisis and hope to transform into a new life and body.
Whether the entry point is an illness, pain, loss, or desire, most people don’t go into healing unless they are pushed into it. Including me!
My initiation into healing came right after I met my twin flame. Once you come into contact with a love so true, so divine, so safe, so intense, and so eternal, you could never be the same again.
For those first few years, my motivation for healing came from desiring true love. After the pain was healed, I was ready to make my business dreams come true. I wanted to free my voice, unblock myself, and activate a self–belief so concrete that I could go after what I wanted without fear nor resistance. I healed every block you can name under the sun—because I got sick of getting in my own way.
At some point, I realized that I went about healing with a taskmaster approach. I used to make lists of everything I wanted to heal. “Heal money fears. Heal feelings of self–worth. Heal feelings about my body. Heal fear of failure. Heal fear of success.” I filled two pocket–sized Moleskines with lists and checked them off as I went.
How odd, I thought to myself one day. I go about healing the way I go about business. I realized two things: my willpower is crazy, and also, I was ready to go about healing in a gentler and more organic way.
These days, I don’t have as many things to heal as I used to. I’m interested, though, in simply being.
I am most interested in my own magic. I recently realized I’m kinda effing magical. Through unfolding and healing, I’m coming into contact with parts of me I didn’t even know existed.
Through healing, somehow I lost my filter. I used to be terrified of saying the wrong thing or offending people. Now I find that I can’t shut up! The old me could never do small talk with “muggles” or tell someone how I truly felt. And whenever someone made a joke, I would freeze and not even understand what they meant until hours later. And now, I’m returning comeback jokes just like that! I feel a lot more comfortable in my own skin.
Via healing, I also realized that my words reverberate with power. I discovered that I am able to speak things into existence. In business, I am paid to generate a lot of miracles in very rushed timeframes. People who aren’t even intuitive say that I work magic, I am always so zen, and I’m a big deal. I just thought I was being myself!
Through healing, my psychic gifts continue to break the barriers of what I thought was possible for myself. When I started the healing process, I thought I didn’t have an ounce of intuition. I thought there was no chance I could ever heal people either!
From healing, I obliterated all the sad and painful memories from toxic relationships. Unless people bring up others in conversation, I don’t even remember those people exist.
Because of healing, I sing and dance and write with abandon. I have a brilliant authenticity to me. I step out and shine. I laugh at my own mistakes and I can also recover from heartbreaks. And if we can recover from heartbreak, that means we ain’t afraid to love. Or to try new things.
Because of healing, I know the universe has my back. Hell, I have my own back. I am the universe itself! You are the universe itself, too.
Because of healing, my deepest dreams are coming true—because I’m able to face what scares me now.
Through healing, I feel freaking happy most of the time!
And because of healing, I know who my role model is and who inspires me the most: me!
It could only be me. It could only be you for you, too.
From where I can see, the point is all of the above, and maybe none of the above. With healing, we don’t know what we will find. We don’t even know if doing it will save our lives necessarily. But I know this: there is no quality life without healing.
No matter what situation I encounter, my first action is to go into healing. Have a conflict with someone? Do healing. Not feeling well? Do healing. Scared to make a move? Do healing. Feeling disconnected from the divine? Do healing. Need creative inspiration? Do healing. Burnt my finger while cooking? Do healing. My package might be lost in the mail? Do healing. There’s a power outage in the building? Do healing.
(Incidentally, I had a precious package that went missing for two weeks that JUST SHOWED UP as I was editing this newsletter! And yes, I did healing on me. And the package.)
There is no prompt in life that doesn’t make me dive into healing as the very first response. Healing, to me, is just everything. Everything.
To be honest, healing is inseparable from breathing and life. If we think about it, we only get sick and sad because we stopped healing ourselves as we went. If our systems were engineered to be in self–healing mode 24/7, we would always be in great health and spirits.
In that sense, for me, healing is life. Healing is also unfolding what could be. We might have options in front of us. But when we heal, we might discover a thousand other possibilities. Or, we may discover that we don’t want any of that after all, and something better is meant for us. We might discover we could have it all. Or, we might discover that we have the strength to transcend the pain from what got away.
In writing this, I actually discovered the passion that I have for healing. Someone pointed out my passion to me recently and I hadn’t even realized I felt that strongly about it, but I now see that I do.
What I discover is that with healing, there is no end goal. Because we are creatures with desires, we will always be called to heal more, unfold more, research ourselves more. That unfolding process is what is most mysterious and magical. We don’t even know who we truly are, to be honest. Healing gives us tastes and glimpses.
Healing means unfolding and nurturing all these X factors that we didn’t even know we had seeded inside. Healing means getting out of our own way so that the highest potentials can be expressed through us. Healing ensures that we live and create the fullest life possible.
If you are ready for some healing, you can book a taster healing session with me.